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This One’s For Me, a Poem to Comfort Myself

April 8, 2017
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Last Updated on April 8, 2025 by Candice Landau

This poem is excerpted from Embers & Ambera collection of poetry by Candice Landau that explores love, loss, memory, and becoming. Note: some spacing has been stripped due to WordPress formatting issues.


For once I want to write a poem
That can hold me in its arms
And cradle me when I cry
That is just for me and not because
Someone else did something terrible or beautiful.

Why is it so easy to let everything slip
When I have spent months carefully weaving
A web to mend my shatter
To catch my tears like dew?

I want to settle into a moment
That I can return to in the future
Unattached to anyone but grounded
In the world that is rocks and rivers
Birds and rain, a feeling of calm and hope
Looking out across time I have not explored.

Candice Landau

I'm a PADI Master Scuba Diver Trainer, a lover of marine life and all efforts related to keeping it alive and well, a tech diver and an underwater photographer and content creator. I write articles related to diving, travel, and living kindly and spend my non-diving time working for a scuba diving magazine, reading, and well learning whatever I can.

Candice Landau

About Candice

In 2016 I learned to dive. It changed my life. Since then I've traveled to dozens of countries; I've learned to face fears; I've found community. Now I want you to join me. Discover scuba's transformational powers for yourself, and the other 70% of our blue planet.

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